Sunday, February 12, 2012

Finding a Path Again


It has been so long since I wrote anything on here. not that there haven't been things going on in our lives, but for some reason I closed myself and our family life off to this venue. I am saddened to think of all the wonderful things that I did not capture on here. Such as our incredible garden that looked like the garden of Eden. My Father in law finding and marrying a wonderful woman. I finally did something that I should have done at least 11 years ago which is I got my GED! That was huge! We went through another doggy who was sweet and kind but I was allergic to.

Some of the biggest life moments were, an accident Dan and the kids were in. It totaled the burb. We did Foster Care for three kids. We really struggled, but also grew a lot too. Dan and I had some black months after that. All most all of the kids will have had a birthday and grown way to big! I have done a ton of projects around the house to make this house my home. Those are still on going. I feel someday it will get there.
Most of all through this last year I have been on my own journey. I have learned a LOT about myself, who I want to be, where I want to be going, and how I want to get there.
I have defiantly found my own two feet and use them often. This journey or path that I started on started a long time ago, long before I was married or had kids. But as some of you may know, things get a little fuzzy as you try to discover who you are with this new "thing' of being a wife and a mother. Never was it bad, but just a different path for a while. I have felt a new awaking in my life, a more Organic self! I love that change or just a remembering of what I really want in life!
As this has opened up new thoughts and dreams it has also opened up new frustrations too! How to go from one extreme to another without serious war wounds to show for it, or how to bring everyone along with me. But for the first time I have hope for doing it and having success! I guess I just needed to start somewhere, and I guess tonight it is on here! So here is to a renewed commitment of writing and sharing myself and my family! Here is to old thoughts with new feelings